Me.
I am anxious.
I am nervous.
I am timid.
I am shy.
I take my time.
I feel.
I feel too much.
I find it hard to talk to people.
I create.
I am willing.
I am happy.
I am helpful.
I am learning.
I am growing.
These last few weeks I have felt myself grow. I am beginning to understand myself.
People see me how I let them see me.
I can let them see the anxiety, nerves, and shyness.
Or I can let them see the happy, willing, loving person I keep hidden for reasons that I found are just excuses.
I take my time with life because I am anxious. When I encounter a new challenge, it frightens me. Most people take challenges and progression head on. I take my own pace. I sit and figure it out and then I will move forward when I am ready.
There is nothing wrong with me.
Most of my friends have had real jobs, finished a majority of their college career, and they have had their drivers license for years. Me? I haven't. I'm ok with that. I am taking my own time.
When the time comes, I know I will be ready.
I am unique and I am at peace with that.
All of us that care about you Kelsi just want you to be happy and for you to find joy in the present time. Nobody said that you have to have a job or a driver's license to have joy. Unless you find them to be essential to getting more of what you want in life, but those things can come later, when you're ready. Know that we all love you for who you are :)
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They say when you quit learning and growing then you stop living. You are on the right track-Learn and grow at your pace. You are special!
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