So, I realized today that I am not the person I want to be. I'm not the person that I used to be and the person I used to love. I have been noticing small things here and there that I would do or say that just didn't sit well with me. I know, I know. Why did I do it? I don't know. Why did I say it? I don't know. I have changed in ways that I don't like and I realized that today harder than I ever have. I thought to myself, Why do people even hang out with me? I mean, listen to me. That's not a healthy way to treat yourself or others. So, as of right now, I am committed to change and grow. I'm going to consciously make an effort to be a better person through repentance and self-discipline. I know who I want to be and here's to day one of the journey.
As of right now, I, Kelsi, am under construction.
So. For today, here are my goals. I'm starting small.
1. Do something good that I can share with someone every day. (that way, I can't keep secrets and I can be more positive in my relationships all around!)
2. Pray morning and night. (being consistent is difficult sometimes. so I will start with that this week.)
3. Turn negative things into positive things! (like today, I have ridiculous blisters on my feet from a walk and instead of complaining about how much they hurt, I am trying to think of them as battle blisters! and really, it makes life more fun!!!)
Three goals. One week. I will keep you all updated as I go through my construction period. I realize that life is a construction period, but for now, I just want to be a happy person and share that with the people I love. If I achieve that, then I will have won.
Here's to succeeding!
What kind of goals do you have, friends?
-k
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