Good days

Here is a list. A list of good things.

1. I am married and I love my husband.

2. I love this little growing family and the funny thing is we haven't even met. The joys of internet. I'm creepy.. I know.

3. I don't have skin cancer or any kind of skin disease. (this may sound harsh like it's gross that people have skin diseases and I hate them, but that's not the case. I had to have a mole biopsied and I am all clean and healthy.)

4. We saw The Lorax last night.

5. It is raining.

6. We are going to the temple on Saturday. (See you there? Cool.)

7. We have goals.

8. I believe in Jesus Christ.

9. I have a family.

10. I am a licensed driver.



Peace out, friends.

K is for Kelsi

Me.


I am anxious.
I am nervous.
I am timid.
I am shy.
I take my time.
I feel.
I feel too much.
I find it hard to talk to people.
I create.
I am willing.
I am happy.
I am helpful.
I am learning.
I am growing.


These last few weeks I have felt myself grow. I am beginning to understand myself.

People see me how I let them see me.
I can let them see the anxiety, nerves, and shyness.
Or I can let them see the happy, willing, loving person I keep hidden for reasons that I found are just excuses.

I take my time with life because I am anxious. When I encounter a new challenge, it frightens me. Most people take challenges and progression head on. I take my own pace. I sit and figure it out and then I will move forward when I am ready.


There is nothing wrong with me.

Most of my friends have had real jobs, finished a majority of their college career, and they have had their drivers license for years. Me? I haven't. I'm ok with that. I am taking my own time.


When the time comes, I know I will be ready.



 I am unique and I am at peace with that.